By Cyntha Koeter of The Fall of the Cabal on August 24, 2026
In the year 2000 the world that I knew fell apart. I had proven myself to fail in society and I didn’t understand why. I was 27 years old but felt like 127. What happened?
After my economic studies I was a rising star. I had worked for the police, creating a new specialism ‘Financial Crime Analysis’ for the department ‘Severe Organized Crime’. I worked as a Management Trainee for an insurance company, introducing a new Work Flow Management System. And I worked for Doctors without Borders in Amsterdam as project bookkeeper, visiting my local bookkeepers in Afghanistan and Lebanon.
But suddenly my life stopped. On the night of my wedding I started to feel very uncomfortable. During my honeymoon, my body was trembling and sweating like I had a fever. My first workday as a married women I was laying on my bed, crying…
It went from bad to worse. I slept 20 hours a day. I was exhausted. Going out for some groceries, often resulted in anxiety attacks. I ran home, leaving the groceries behind… What had happened to me?
It took me a long, long time to figure that out.
It took me a year to be able to function at a basic level again. I started one course of personal development and spirituality after the other. It gained insight in who I was, but not what had happened to me.
It was at a retreat in beautiful Wales in the UK, two years later, that I received some essential insights. There I met Rita Goswami, who led the retreat. She was the old-fashioned kind of Guru, trying to convey the basic spiritual lessons to her students. The one lesson I will never forget, was her teaching about consciousness.
“Everything is consciousness. Life itself is consciousness. Consciousness is the one thing that flows through everything, without boundaries.
You can look at this lamp, being conscious of this lamp. All others in this room can do the same. All our consciousnesses can envelop the same lamp, without disturbing it, without having to compete for it. The consciousness of all people can share the same space, without disturbing each other. You can withdraw your consciousness from the object, without taking someone else’s consciousness with you.”
At this retreat, Rita encouraged me participate in the four-year course for Dru Yoga Teacher. For the next 10 years I occupied myself being a Dru Yoga Teacher and Energetic Therapist. Now I understand it was all part of my own healing, giving other people insights along the way.
It was only in 2019 that my body started to release its secrets. Step by step it revealed my traumatic childhood of satanic ritual abuse. Step by step all traumas came to the surface to be processed. It took me 5 years to process them all.
So what had happened when I completely collapsed in the year 2000?
My wedding day turned out to be a trigger for trauma and memories, hidden deep inside of me. It took me more than 20 years of healing before I was ready to face the horrible truth of my childhood. Let me share this memory with you, written down in my book.
“I am standing in a dark room. I am nine years old. I am wearing a beautiful dress. It looks like a wedding dress.
Tom is there too. He is standing diagonally opposite me, against the wall, with two other boys from my class. Tom is my dearest friend, ever since kindergarten. I’m going to marry him later. We are always together. But now he is standing across from me. He looks scared.
I look around me. There are many men present. My father is one of them. They are wearing white or grey dresses. They are standing in a circle. In the middle of the circle is a heavy table. All sorts of things are happening. The men stand ‘humming’. It seems to take hours. I look at Tom. I want to be with him.
Then my father comes over and grabs me by the arm. Not even hard. He pushes me forward until I am standing next to a big man. Things happen that I don’t understand. I just keep looking at Tom. Then I am lifted up. The man went to the table and lay down. I am put on top of the man. ‘Oh no!’ I think. But I have no choice.
As I do what is expected of me, my eyes are fixed on Tom´s. His eyes are all I see. He is crying. I cry. I feel I am betraying him. That I am abandoning him now. WE were going to be married!
I notice nothing, see nothing, just Tom’s eyes. His shocked look. The betrayal. I notice nothing but Tom´s eyes.
Then I am lifted off the man. Everyone seems relieved. There is a lot of noise. I want to go to Tom, but he is gone. I can’t find him.
Again I am grabbed. Now I am put into a car.
‘This is your husband,’ someone says. ‘You are married. You have to do what he says.’
‘Where am I going? Who is this man. Am I married?’ I think, confused.
The man puts a hand on my knee. I am scared and disgusted by that hand. How big that hand is!
I have no idea what will happen next and whether I will ever go home. I feel totally lost and I dissociate. I only see that very big hand on my knee. I don’t look at the man.”
It takes ten days for this memory to surface. Four days of much pain. So much pain that I can’t lie down from misery. I have locked myself in my bedroom and tap so much that I literally have a bruise on my hand. Finally, I wake up one night and I am completely stiff. I can’t move! After an hour, I calm down and can get some sleep. Then, when I finally wake up, the memory is there. First just the picture of the dark room with the men. Then my dress. Then I realize what is happening and the rest of the memory falls into place.
“I am sitting on the sofa with the big man in his house. He has put movie a on TV. I am completely frozen with apprehension. The man feels angry. He occasionally says something, but I don’t understand. Then suddenly we are in his bed and he takes me. When he is done, he turns over and goes to sleep. I lie, still frozen, beside him all night. Wide awake. The next morning, he says to me, ‘Get dressed, your father will come and get you soon.’
I do as I am told. Somewhere deep inside, I feel relief that I can go home. The rest of the day I lie on the sofa with a lot of belly ache.”
In my book I describe my entire healing process. Time and again it’s my body that dictates which memory will surface. Sometimes it needs a trigger, sometimes only time.
My body had guarded my traumas and I was completely oblivious to them. How is that possible? And how can one heal from that?
Your body is a miracle. The greatest gift of all. Your vehicle in this realm.
But your body needs something to steer it. And that is you. Better said, your consciousness.
Your consciousness works on multiple levels. A huge part of it functions without your awareness. You are still asleep for the most part of your life. So when traumatic events happen, your awareness stalls them until you are ready to process them. It’s like a book or a vault hidden inside your body cells.
The Japanese Dr Masaru Emoto perfectly showed how this works.
Dr. Masaru Emoto conducted a series of experiments exploring the effects of human consciousness on water. His most well-known experiments involved exposing water to various words, thoughts, and emotions and then observing the resulting changes in the water’s molecular structure. One of the most striking findings was that positive intentions, such as words of “love and gratitude,” had a transformative effect on water crystals.
In Dr. Emoto’s experiments, water exposed to positive affirmations and emotions formed intricate, symmetrical, and aesthetically pleasing crystals. These crystals were not only clear but also displayed a remarkable increase in size compared to those formed when water was exposed to negative influences.
What does this mean?
As every cell in our physical body is mostly made up of water, everything we experience in life, every emotion, leaves an imprint. The water inside your body cells will probably look a lot like the above crystals, once it is frozen an placed under a microscope.
As long as my memories were hidden and my traumas remained un-processed, my cells would undoubtedly end up being sick or creating some sort of tumor in order to survive.
Every time a memory surfaced, I became physically ill. I literally got a fever, threw up or experienced physical pains (bleeding even). Only after allowing this sickness or pain (which took me quite a struggle), the memory would surface. Only then, I could feel my emotions and only then the healing could start.
It were five intense years of struggle, healing, feeling better and diving back into it again. The first memories took me the longest to heal. I experienced real agony, the fear of almost being killed. I worked countless of times on the same memory before it was healed. But it healed.
Each and every traumatic childhood memory is released from my body. When I try to recall them, it feels like a distant memory, free from any emotion. Not even mine anymore.
Why do I tell you all of this?
In the first place, as support for you in your personal healing process. We can only build a real new world, when we have overcome our traumas. Because when you do that, your ego is not triggered anymore by old pains or fears. With every trauma healed, a trigger falls away. And with that, arguments and fights disappear from your daily life. How cool is that?
In the second place, I think it’s important to understand a bit more about life. About consciousness. Not only in water, but also in energy. Your consciousness is much bigger than your physical body. You might notice that, when you sleep or day-dream. It can travel, it can influence the life of others.
Your consciousness is connected to your family, whether you see them or not. Every family member connects to the family consciousness. This field is a small collective field. All these collective fields together form the human collective field.
And that is how healing the world works:
You heal yourself, your family, your family line, your race, and than the entire human race.
Some scientists already work in this collective field of consciousness. Here they can experiment with distant healing, remote viewing and mind control. As with everything; this knowledge can be used for good or for bad.
Your government has known this knowledge for ages. They have based their mind control programs on it. They use remote viewers and influence you daily. Just think about all the cell towers, everywhere in the world. They interfere with your body cells non-stop. One can wonder why the world needs all these cell towers, when the earth is already surrounded by millions of satellites, right? Or did I just spoil two major lying narratives here?
PS Shungite protects you against this radiation. You can buy some beautiful protective pieces in my shop!
When you want to use the knowledge of (collective) consciousness for the benefit of yourself and humanity, you can invest into learning about EFT (emotional freedom techniques), bio-resonance, or about Family Constellations, developed by Bert Hellinger.
I can prove the reality of these methods, because I have worked with them for decades. I have healed from my traumas, I could stop my abusive family lines and I have healed many people by using bio-resonance. (If you want me to write about Family Constellations and my personal experiences, just let me know in the comments.)
Your governments have decided that you don’t need to understand the essentials of life. There is a reason why you have been taught useless knowledge in school and nothing about relations, effective communication, energy and focus. It on us to discover this knowledge by ourselves, to share it freely with each other and help each other heal.
It’s on us to discover what is real and what is propaganda. The cabal New Age Movement has caused many people to turn away completely from everything that has to do with energy and the unseen world. Why? Because it caused people to place the responsibility of their lives in the hands of entities, definitely not being benign ones. Really good and gullible people swallowed all these channelings for real and adapted their lives to them, leaving their loved ones (emotionally) behind.
The cabal is now showing these entities to us in their fashion shows and music clips. A dangerous, hidden and evil world is rising.
Our answer to that should be one of healing, of embracing, but foremost of understanding this reality. I’m willing to explain it to you, using my own dark past as an example to heal.
Humanity is right now standing on a mountain ridge, having to walk the thin line between good and evil. One misstep can lead you into the mist, the darkness, the tempting unknown. We have to lead each other, standing strong and firm.
As with everything, exposure of evil is necessary, combined with the revival of forgotten or hidden knowledge. Healing will be our only path forward.
Thank you for being with me on this path of truth and revelations!
With love, as always, Cyntha
